I often have a vision of myself sprinting, gliding, and sometimes casually walking on water.
There is always a deep sunset in the background. It is almost black but then the reds and oranges cast just above the water, slicing the sky and the body of water in half.
I have no true feeling of the water, but I know it is tepid, soft, and safe.
I am able to glide across; run; and glide across again. I have immense abilities with no limits.
I have no pain – only joy.
Freedom.
Indestructibility.
You really can’t make out my shape but just a cascade of motion –
The reds and oranges are the only light that one needs; enough for life and enough for sleep.
My legs are strong like trees; I never sink. I am stronger and bolder than water.
Each and every day this is how I like to proceed. Sometimes I fall and then sometimes I fiercely stand – once again.
I believe that I have many years left in me, yet.
How will they play? No way of knowing. I have some ideas though.
How will I play?
I will clasp my hands with strength.
I will laugh a thousand times over.
I will probably cry and learn to let go just as much.
I will forever come out on the other side – knowing that I already knew what I had to learn, but just had to learn it all over again.
I will need the love and support from everyone I have ever known in the past, and today – because I am nothing without them.
I stand and glide with them on the water – because in that vision I am never alone.
We walk.
We glide.
We laugh.
I am only as strong as they are, and they are only as strong as me.
We are stronger than the water because we are together.